May 2013
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jtoday said: I know those feels. 100%. at 9, my mom would ask me what to do in ALL THINGS pertaining to her relationship with my dad or her parenting decisions for my brother. It’s hard to remember other people are not MY RESPONSIBILITY.
parentsss. my parents meant well, I know they did, but there are lines that were definitely crossed. it’s good to know it wasn’t just my...
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random fun fact I remembered: at 13/14 I was given the choice of whether or not my parents would get back together. It was literally my choice to whether they stayed apart or got back together. and we wonder why in my twenties I perceive that I carry responsibility for other people to such a drastic extent.
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cryptaniac:
bananneli:
I wish that there was a socially acceptable way to say, “I’m having a bad mental health day and need you to pay attention to me,” without alienating everyone.
or: “I’m having a bad mental health day and need to be on my own for a while so please don’t be mad if I cancel our plans on short notice.”
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best-of-funny:
the-vashta-nerada:
my older sister is getting a law degree but she needs to have extra classes that aren’t related to law to complete it so she’s taking tree climbing 101
as in
a class that teaches you how to climb trees
let’s talk about the american education system
there are certain fanfictions I could marry
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Oo so it’s the year anniversary of my name-change I think.
oo.
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“You have to decide who you are and force the world to deal with you, not with...”
– James Baldwin (via ladyvenoms)
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psilentasincjelli:
If I ever tell you I’m going to sleep and then you see me posting or liking things online for about an hour immediately after that, I promise I wasn’t lying to you, I’m just bad at going to sleep and it is usually a long process that begins with disengaging from any sort of immediate contact with people (chats, for example) and ends when everything on my screen is blurry and...
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“I suppose it’s a comfort, perhaps a sense of self-control, doing worse damage to...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via allegorys)
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miss-nerdgasmz:
What ship do you think I’m the child of?
#oH FUCKING YES #PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE I’M SO CURIOUS #CROSSOVERS COUNT BTW LIKE IT DOESN’T HAVE TO BE A STANDARD SHIP OR ANYTHING#WHICHEVER PEOPLE YOU THINK MADE ME
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idontneedsavin:
yall make gifs from live tv faster than i can get off my couch
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Somebody watched Thomas the Tank Engine on my netflix instant.
The problem of having three other people with your password.
All right people who did it to make me wonder. Or who was babysitting.
I hope you were either babysitting a family member or you did it to make me wonder.
Cause I’ll actually be afraid if any of you sat there and watched that for the hell of it.
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I DONT UNDERSTAND.
i’m getting messages about ‘oh hormones are rough’ and ‘i have a hard time as seeing you as anything other than a pretty girl, but I support you’.
I made a post saying I was taking a social leave because of really bad personal news and that I needed time to process. This is in no way related to my being on hormones. It was then later clarified...
have u ever accidentally opened the wrong cabinet in ur kitchen and it’s just like wtf how long have i lived here again
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reyairia:
70% of editing is just looking at ur work for a few hours with this face
claydols:
if tumblr does nothing for social justice then youre obviously following the wrong blogs because i learned more from here than i could anywhere else i didnt even know half of the problems that i learned about existed or that i was contributing to them
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I’m very confused. Someone referenced hormones in a facbeook conversation with me after I said I’m still shell shocked about the information I got. Saying hormones control everything and they can be rough.
Hormones aren’t a part of this conversation. Yes, I’m on hormones, but that has nothing to do with this.
My dad has blood cancer. It’s not his hormones.
...
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Give me a fandom and I'll tell you
Favorite Male Character
Favorite Female Character
Least Favorite Character
Favorite Ship
Favorite Friendship
Favorite Quote
Worst Character Death (if any)
This made me so happy you have no idea Moment
Saddest Moment
Favorite Location
first of all, who let me get so emotionally invested in a television show
dragonpikachu:
That one character that’s so ridiculously cute you just wanna pick them up, inform everyone that “this is mine now” and then take them home
my favourite part of my sexuality is that it keeps everyone guessing i mean who i am gonna be crushing on next is it a boy is it a girl is it a dead fictional character we just don’t know
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I need to do laundry.
Yes I’m avoiding emotions by going out in public where I have to be put together.
Not the point. My laundry really really needs done.
Not the point.
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warmsthecocklesofmyheart:
In the fandom world, we don’t say ‘I love you’, we gift each other explicit porn of each other’s OTP and I think that’s beautiful.
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I am slowwwwly feeling anything about what I found out today.
You know I was all excited because I’d get to meet with my original therapist Monday and tell her I am learning to process emotions. As stunted as they sometimes they are I am starting to really handle them. I’m not always numb.
Okay see, universe that was not a challenge. Sure, I sort of compartmentalized and for two...
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people my age are getting pregnant and married and i can’t even order a pizza over the phone
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I’m in a lab with webs yaaay.
downside I need to stay the hell away from tumblr. this is just proof that this kid is still alive and I have general good exciting news in my life and yada but I’m not allowed on here again until after finals. Or at least not tonight.
Yell at me if you see me doing anything after this.
thedoctorshairporn:
Sometimes I say what I’m thinking to write outloud or say my dialogue of my characters out loud or even make their expressions and noises and this is why I don’t write in public anymore
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lunartes:
please don’t hold me responsible for anything i said or did from the years 2006-2010
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missmoneybellamy:
what if i just started licking the dentists fingers while they were in my mouth omg
Can I just write a supernatural and paranormal show that’s mainly queer characters or includes several strong queer characters?
Can I do that? So I can actually enjoy a show like that and still find representation?
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sunjolras:
so like
if you ever want to unfollow me
for literally any reason
you can do that
i want you to have a nice dash
i want you to have the freedom to create the space here that you want to have
if you don’t want to unfollow, but want something tagged, just send an ask
i have anon on for a reason
that’s all sweet honeychildren
glodrops said: Anxiety. All day erry day. XD
The fact is I don’t really get these though and this has been a week of firsts really
AND NOW I CANT GET INTO MY EMAIL AGAIN.
i hate everything school internet related right about now
wildwildeyes:
kahtiihma:
agender-unicorn:
also a reminder that you can savior specific photo posts if you put the image url in your tumblr savior so if there’s a particularly triggering image going around you can copy paste the url into tumblr savior and it will be off your dash
sweet jesus thank you
signal boost
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So, if my week is anything to judge by, this kid is capable of mild anxiety attacks.
Um cool to find out at twenty-one. that’s cool.
“You’re a different human being to everybody you meet.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via wholelottaperfect)
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glodrops said: You forget I’m on here don’t you?
I literally can’t tell which way you mean this.
April 2013
attains:
attains:
if i were a murderer i’d be the febreze murderer and lead my victims blindfolded to undisclosed locations and i’d ask them what they smelled and they’d be like “omg ocean air and tulips” and then i’d rip off the blindfold and it would be A PILE OF THE BODIES OF MY PREVIOUS VICTIMS
my mom made me go to a therapist because of this
GUYS I NEED YOU NOW: IF SCHOOL HAS EVER MADE YOU...
